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MUST CHOOSE

             Lately, my head filled with demands that seek my perception of it as a challenge. Granted there are times when I get stuck on a negative perception about the demands, and then back up again with positive perceptions about the challenges, so that occurs continuously changing. I wanted to have the strength to always be able to smile with all my tired as I've ever had, when I was able to feel always with my beloved. I wanted to open our hearts then pushed the walls to become more widespread.
              Apparently every phase of life has crossroads. Before, when I was able to finish some debate within myself, I've lived enjoy love it. However, the condition of being in a branching, and had to choose, continue to occur. If the level of kindness that I have offered is demanding joy in passing his trials, whereas if it is really tiring road junction. Because actually I do not want to choose, and greedy to take it all. And I "had" to learn about what it is the focus, and removed some parts of my dreams.
           Again, I go back to the philosophy and reality of life, that life had to choose ... at least in this present time ... Oh God ... show me the right path ...